Irwin poured two drinks but drank one almost straight away. He worked on trying to feel brave and capable, like the one who was experienced here. That he was the one who knew what he was doing.

He walked closer to Dakin. He didn't stop when it was sensible. To close. He was too close, his heart still pounding. He reached out and cradled the side of Dakin's face.

"What're we even doing here?"